Liar

Cosmo

Fuck I hate when someone lies to me.
Today I realized the lie.
Perhaps it was my way of protecting myself.
Until I could handle the truth.
I have spent hours of mental resources contemplating.
Today it dawned on me.
They weren't adult enough to say the truth.
Because of their defects of character I have to deal with the pain.
Again.
Repackaged.
Old wound.
Fresh salt.
The caring/loving/unconditional/correct action would have been to tell the truth up front.
That would have been more painful for them.
What a deep lack of respect that showed for me.
Their friend.
Fuck.
Why can't people just learn to communicate.
I am ready to move back to the country.
Buy a small plot of land.
Live my life in solitude.
Don't put up with the bullshit that is required when one tries to be a productive member of society in an urban setting.
I hear Virginia's nice.